failz to get a title..

mood: famished

it rain this morning
I haven't had my breakfast yet..
i'm so hungry,my mom made curry, my sister goyang kaki..

okay2 i'm talking rubbish now..

my point exactly is about a story...
no, its not a fairy tale story...
its a sort of a real one
but the dialog or a couple of things i did edit a little because I have forgotten half of the story okay?/?

bare with it.....or live with it!

the story....
that acctually has nothing to do with any of my boringness day staying at home and bothering other people in their room..
I can't bother aini since she also went out like last night she went to college to print her asgnment which she had to submit it by this Wednesday and i've been told that she didnt finished her t-shirt yet or the other word is she didn't start it yet....

what am I talking bout huh???

hohohooh...no, i'm not going to say Merry Christmas okay because its still early neyh....i am boring staying at home...!!!
being so kind and do all the house choures.. house choures?
hahhah if there is one..
of course i have one if its my turn on duty to clean the house
what am I babbling about...???

cut the craps already and please focus people...!!!
okay...back to the real topic here....

hoping to forget the past...



this is kind of a story that happen to a friend of a friend of mine..
and......I don't know who she is or neither I know where she is now but all I know is that she is trying to be the girl she dreamt of she is a very talented girl and because of her mistakes, she is living in her guiltyness now she make a huge mistakes in life and was hoping to return to the right path

I am telling this story because.....
I know this case usually happened to some of them out there wishing to get a second chance in life well everyone use to make mistakes right and they have their own reasons for that i bet
it all began when she met this guy....
I heard that the guy is from Kelantan and after they both get to know each other, the girl fell in love with the guy
let me put the name so U would understand better
let see.....the girl is Nina,.....and the guy is John.
so John and Nina had a serius relationship...
to the extreme bottom the whole college know about it and they were called a "loving couple" like that lah...
and so when someone fall in love they normally do something extreme and never been done before i guess
her friends could see the changes that her boyfriend had made her...
as before she use to wear her hijjab but since they are together everywhere she goes except college then she is a free hair girl...
then her normal atitude of sweet and loving friend turned into a dramastic and a sensitive one..
and about going out together is like something U all must already know that...

from month to month being in the relationship with John...
go to class together, well everthing is about them...
the thing is her friend felt pity for her...
since they are together, all of John's asgnment and task given by the lecturer is done by Nina...poor thing...
and she became skinny because all her money is spend for John
sometimes she went home and crying all night long talking in the phone with him and went out to reload her prepaid just to call him whenever they didnt go out together...
well one day when she came home
she slam the door hard and all her friend could hear from outside is just her voice crying and muttering herself and sort of blaming something so one of her friend, Laila ( a fake name) enters the room and slowly came to her and ask nicely what had happen...
at first Nina didn't felt like talking about it but thinking of her best friend is infront of her made her burst out and told the whole story..
the rest of her friends came along and sit around her while giving her a warm hug as they all support her in any way they can so she told them that since she met John, he never lift an arm on her before..
nina suspect that her boyfriend had another girl at his village they've been arguing every single day and she has been beaten up by him nina told her friends how John treat her like a waste...
John need Nina just to fullfilled his satisfaction.

her friends began to understand her situation
and because she is pregnant, she quit her college and after that her friends could not reach her anymore
-the end-

thats it????
U call that a story....
well forgive me for not telling that this is just a short story
if its a long story then probably U wont see my point..
got it...???? good!


well the moral of the story is...
never trust someone U know as if the person is made for U,
never give up your precious crown as simple as that without getting married.. never abandone your friends just because U have a boyfriend...
what????
okay.......thats about it!

p.s: share your interesting story if U have one

have A nice day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sepeRti yAng dijanjikaN....

mood: terkejut!!!!!!!

ok, arie tue aku ade mention pasal nak listkan pasal cS (culture shock) aku mase mai Kl nie
bukan la nak cakap pasal kl...x2
ade yang ok, terpulang le bagi setiap individu...
kalau nak cari yang baik2...jumpe la baik2
kalau nak cari yang kurang baik....ha ley nampak bersepah2 banyaknye...
x2...bukan nak kutuk atau mengumpat..
xbaik semua itu..
nie aku wat tuk bagitaw ape yang aku nampak je..
jadi jangan lak marah2 aku atau ape yer...tapi kalau nak kate pown macm la aku ley halang
mule2 baik aku minte maaf siap2 kan
kot aku kate nie adeeeeee yang terasenye...
nak wat cam ne terima la hakikat...
bende nie da jadi kenyataan

ok..kalau aku membebel mesti entri aku xbest tuk dibace oleh semua orang
so aku nk cut bende2 yang x patot

LIsT culture Shock gini

1) bertindik
baik pompuan mahupon lelaki...kalau nak tau tempat aku belajar pown memg ade
wat ape aku nk tipu kan...bukan nak memburukkan pelajar kat sni cume aku tengok ade yang bertindik dekat hidung lah, dekat belakang leher lah, kat telinge sampai kat hujung cuping pown ditebuk, dekat badan itu aku x tahu lah kes dia aku x penah tengok lagi.
mase jalan2 sekitar bukit bintang dengan times square lagi lah ade aku tengok bertindik merate kat muke dia...
soalan aku: x sakit ke tindik2 mcm tue?

2) geng 'mak nyah' berlambak
nie mase aku jalan kat times square, bukit bintang, klcc, mid valley n mcm2 tempat lagi la...
skali dengan tempat aku belajar...
mak aih...mekap dia...kalah aku...dress up dia jangan la soal...sebijik macam pompuan...
kasut tumit kalah aku,over dress short sangat sampai nampak macam dia pakai boxer!
ade satu mase tue aku nek bas nak balik umah, tibe2 bas berhenti nek lah sorang mak nyah nie..
mak aih..dia pakai baju gaun pompuan....skali dengan kasut n mcm pompuan lah.
hari nie lak aku nampak muke dia segak tapi da dia dress up cam pompuan aku ngan kawan2 lain tengok lah...sekali dia pusing jer aku da gelak...tahu x nape..? xde punggung...!

3) geng2 gotic lah kot
ade satu mase tue aku ade mention aku kat times square...( ok aku memg taw nak g situ je)
then aku hairan la nape ramai sangat orang kumpul kat tengah2 tingkat 4 tue...
aku cakap la kat adik aku yang aku nak gi tengok mungkin artis la kot...
adik aku cakap xde...tue semua geng2 gotic
pakaian dia: kasut macam boot tinggi yang orang pakai dengan skirt pendek cam tue
kasut itu pompuan pakai aku x kesah tapi lelaki pakai erm erm~
then baju diorang plek2, make up kat mate warne hitam, well kalau tengok diorang jalan berkumpulan lagi menakutkan

4) pergaulan bebas
semua orang sedia maklum culture shock aku nie masih mentah
aku memg shock tue giler2 la kan
tapi aku taw le ade yang pergaulan kat college nie agak bebas skit lagi2 lah kalau stay kat tengah2 bandar kan
dari pemerhatian aku, ade yang aku pernah tengok ader yang aku baru first time tengok
contohnye ape yang terjadi hari nie..
aku tengah sembang2 dengan rakan2 aku yang tengah nak menghafal skrip tuk minggu depan nak role play tue then ade la datang group pompuan nie kat kitorang
dia pon salam lah lelaki2 group aku nie...x kesah la aku pon tau yang tue..
then tetibe pompuan tue cakap kat salah sorang group aku nie
"aku tau le ko rindu nak aku kiss kau pown..."
then girl tue dengan selambe jer depan kitorang kiss pipi lelaki tue...
aku dalam hati waktu tue macam.."ok..."
ade sorang lagi boy dalam group aku tue terkejut..
kalau le aku ley rakam muke dia....
bapak ar dia terkejut beruk!
aku pown terkejut tapi x a nampak sangat
ok...mungkin anda semua da faham kan?

ok2 aku tetibe rase macam aku duk mengate orang2
ok2 maafkan aku
aku da rase bersalah la sekarang aku da macam geli nak sebut

p/s: sesape sokong aku x yang aku patot kongsi ape yang aku nampak...?
masih salah aku ke?
okay2 aku x cakap dah yeee

edited by: farlisya

under theSe kind oF stRategieS

mood:being someone else

do U ever notice how far U have come and accomplished by following what your heart wants?

have U ever notice how many times when U sit back and think the craziest and uncertain things that ure not suppose to do but U don't know why you are doing it?

have U ever thought of blaming yourself for someone else's mistakes?

have U ever wondered sometimes what everyone else thinks about you and less of you're thinking about yourself and about what U wanted the most..?

have U ever felt sooooooo lonely after a friend of yours back stab U and U don't want anyone to know it...?

have U ever make mistakes and hopes that U can go back to where it were to make it right?

have U ever sacrifise something special in your life for the person U love but that really make U hurt even more but U tempt to do it anyway?

well.....have U ever wanted to do something and wish that U could just do it without think something rubbish that can stop U from doing it? (positive way i meant)

all of the above is experience by a girl whom I use as farlisYa..

as we grew older...
we learn more about life
we learn to be matured, to take responsible in life, take action more seriously...
these is to use as farlisya's stRategies of life she sees things more clearly now and she wants a big changes in life making her mom as her idol making her way to achieve success...
taking step by step
she is one step ahead to victory with her family's there to support her ( literary)
to give her the spirit to stay stood up never give up on her dreams....
she travel to a distance place..
eaving her family behind at the moment....
with high hopes and pray's for the best she is on her way to improve herself to be the best
to be the girl that she hope for
to gain the things she always wanted in her life
leaving her life before as someone with lots of scarcity in finding her talent...
that she wanted to search for in the big city
has thought her that life is about give and take
she challenge herself to be fit

as this is what farlisYa's wish....

edited by: Intan