eating my heart out!!!!

mood: full

today....

i went out with my family...

there's my mom, Najmie, aini and wahida...

missing sister, Khadijah...

she went to her in law's..spend her raya with them..

we went to Kuala Perlis...to have some seafoods...yummy!

can't wait to eat my heart out....!!!

we order a lot of food

first i order abc....and the rest order drinks etc

then we order chicken satay about 30 stick

then we order rice, mix tomyam, squid fried with flour

and a large ikan siakap...

i eat and eat and eat until i sweat like crazy...(neyh i'm just exaggerate about that)

hahhahaha!

the main point is......i like to eat nowdays

i get famished like every two hours..

didn't believe me?

well...i also can't make U believe me if U chose to not believe in me..

but thats the fact...

i eat a lot...

i didn't remember when or how i start to eat a lot..

maybe there's a reasons why i do it....

sometimes my mouth wants to keep on eating and chewing..

but my heart say "please stop...don't stuff any more food in here...i'm begging U"

but it didn't seem to make any changes in the past few years..

and then my face became more chubbier then ever...

well not to mention every inch of my body seems as it is pumped..

these kind of situation gets worse if....

(i mean me eating lots and lots of food)

is when....

i'm upset

i'm sad

i'm angry

i'm piss of

i'm too happy

i'm on my pms

i'm crying

i don't like the kind of situation that i just mention up there

but thats me..

the temptation is tooo big to handle....

hhahahhahaa...lol

what am I fooling...

well dear bloggers....

i need some of your opinion on how to overcome the temptation of eating..

give me some tips okay..

thanks a lot..

p/s: i'll be on my way home tomorrow morning...my bus is at 8.30 am

good night!!!!!

happY2 rayeeee!

happY aiDiLaDha to everyone....!!

i arrive home safely at 4 am after being panic because the bus driver is totally forgot the way to Jitra...weird and scary you know...

i thought all of the bus driver should know about these kinda things...

what am I doing babbling here at this moment????

got to prepare to go to the mosque...

daaaaa!

interesting subject

mood:happy lolita
olalala...

my fourth week being a KLMU's student
feelings...? indifferent...why? I'm culture shock!
well...its not something new actually since i use to study at Langkawi before
but nevertheless I'm still culture shock okay..?
if U are wondering about how SHOCKED I am..
i must make a list of the shocking things I saw and I went through right?
well.....i shall make that later....
because for this entry I want to talk about my interesting subject that I've learnt here

since this is my third week being in class and so
i learnt basic English
why..? well my subject for this semester is English Communication...
daaaaa
hahahha....pass~

well it happen that after we make our essays that I've told in the recent post
my lecturer Miss Sakeena gave us a new task or i should say a group work...

the new assignment I got is my group and I about 4 to 5 people....
create a role play...
the question goes like this:

a) in a group of 4-5, choose a situation
(telling your fierce dad that you've getting married, ordering food out at a restaurant etc)
b) write a script of the play
* each member must have at least 5 lines
c) use all the tenses in the notes
d) once the script is approved, you may begin practicing the play

script due date: by Wednesday 25/11/09
play: starting Thursday after Raya Haji which is postpone on two weeks after raya I think

at first I say...

WHAT THE DUCK!....as Najmie would say...

why..? of all the title in the world why is the situation has to be end with marriage??

and so...me and my group of 4...
sit down and discuss about it and wrote down a script...
then after we finished and submit the script, I will bring the script home to practise it..
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and..................that's about it!