Atas nama persahabatan...I cannot lose u dear friend!

sebelum mulakan cerita...tengok gambar dlu ya..zaman2 dolu2..
before I story mory..look thru this pics k..the old days...

Assalamualaikum kepada semua pengikut saya..
Greetings to all my followers...

Post kali ini saya akan cerita satu kisah sedih sedikit...
This entry is about a sad story...

kenapa saya menggunakan dua bahasa??
why am I using two language??

sebab saya tengah sedih dan tidak boleh fikir ape-ape..jadi begini lah ceritanya...
because I'm too sad to think about anything...so here's the story....

bertemunya saya dengan kawan saya ini adalah kerana Ilmu..
I met this friend of mine because of education...

kami berkongsi segala masalah bersama, segala suka duka semuanya kami lalui bersama...
we share so many things like problems, the sad and happy days we gone thru together..

tetapi...suatu hari...kerana satu kesilapan...dia telah salah faham dan setelah itu persahabatan kami makin renggang..
but..one day...there's this one mistakes that somehow have made us misunderstand the situation and that made our relationship somehow dis-apart..

pada malam itu...kami hanya berhubung dalam keadaan kemarahan, geram, rasa benci dan kedua-duanya menangis...sebab sama-sama nak menang...
that particular night...we contact each other with the feelings of anger, furious, hatred and we both cried all night long....because we both have the egoes of wanting to win...

entah mengapa...hati ini mahu bertanyakan khabar tentang dirinya...
donno why...my heart feels like wanting to ask if she's alright...

jadi saya pon menelefonnya..
so I called her...

keadaan menjadi sunyi seketika selepas telefon telah di angkat olehnya... saya tahu nama sy di ansetnya muncul "my babe" lalu saya berkata "helo"
it was a silent moment after she pick up her phone..I knew my name written on her mobile phone as "my babe" so I say "hello"

dia tidak pula berkata helo kembali..jadi saya menyanyi...
she did not reply hello back...so I sing...

"SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORDS"...

selepas saya habis cakap macam tue saya dapat dengar dia ketawa sambil menahan agar tidak di dengari oleh saya...saya tersenyum lega...
after I said those words...I could hear a gigling sound which she covers it so that I couldn't hear them...I smile in relief...

perbualan kami berakhir setelah lebih kurang sejam lamanya..
our conversation last about an hour...

kami gembira sebab hubungan kami sepert sedia kala..
we are so happy that our friendship is back to normal...

sebab....saya tidak sanggup kehilangannya dan begitu juga dengannya kerana kami berkawan sejak kecik...hingga sekarang...itu lah persahabatan yang paling saya sayang dan saya berdoa memohon kepada illahi agar persahabatan ini berkekalan hingga ke akhirnya...
saya sayang awak wahai sahabatku...!!!
because...I couldn't afford to lose her and same goes to her...we've been friends since we were small and till now..that's the friendship that I hold till now and I love and I pray to God that our friendship will last forever...
I love you dear friend...!!!

itu je la ceritanya......x best kan??? hahahah
so thats the story...pretty bored huh??? hahah

hear out my trademarks...!!!

LIVE WITH IT!!!

January 2011~

hello dear followers and to those silent readers...!!!

welcome to my un-perrrrfect blog which I recently change a bit here and there

just becoz I was bored looking at my old ones...

anyway~

this month....which is the starting year 2011...

did make a BIG differences in my life...

y I say so??

well....let see...maybe it is more to the reason I have nothing I repeat absolutely NOTHING that I felt on the night of the New Year...

why?

because I was busy studying..............for my final exam for semester 4

so the week 1 start like this...

1/1/2011: study........Fb

2/1/2011:study......Fb

3/1/2011: study....owh look..its my sister's birthday....!

4/1/2011: Battle me vs final exam paper day 1..and eat a lot....

5/1/2011: battle day 2...it was hard I tell ya...

6/1/2011: battle day 3....my sister Aini has finished her exam paper...so envy because I still have to study for my last paper but she is enjoying her time with the internet...so envy!!!

7/1/2011: its Friday and I dont have any paper today..so I stay up to recall back what I have learned to do my best for this last paper...

8/1/2011: my paper is at 2.30 but I came early to college with my sister because she have stuff to print...and I text my friend Mira and ask her when she will be coming to college and so after she arrived we went to Maju Junction Mall and she treats me at Pizza Hut...

must I tell ya..I did ate breakfast with my sister before but....Mira is treating me with foods so can't resist although Im full...hehe...I ate a lot of em...so delicious yummy spaghetti..

and then we separate because we aren't in the same class and floor...

once begin answering the questions......it happen to be that the question is similar to the question for my Thursday paper...and guess what...

I answer it about an hour only...and I pass the paper to the lecturer...

and then me my friends when Joli2 because we are finally Merdeka..haha

9/1/2011: got on the bus at 10 am...wishing goodbye to my boyfriend for sending me and my sister off at Hentian Duta...6 hours~ phewww...back ache...and cramp ass??

anyway, Now Im back home...

for my semester break....2 weeks!!

superbbb!!!

happily enjoying eating and sleeping and doing stuff that I like such as

eat

sleep

pray

read

blogging

face-book-ing

more eat

more sleep

watch tv

hang out with friends.....soon!

owh........I forgot to tell you something...

I met Q.A my cute Niece...she is very cute now...

will upload her pics soon...

wait for it ya...

so thats all my story for the first 1 week and so and so for this Year...

I hope that this year will bring Luck and Happiness for me, and you and all that around us...

have a pleasant day!!!!

(^^,)

busy weeks!

doodle on palms

a short brief about my schedule

this week assignment
for event management I have to prepare flyers and brochure since Genting Highland is my final project event for this subject and plus 15% comes from this project so I need to do my best
RM 140.oo to go there...just a day trip plus the cost for transportation, the theme park ticket, buffet lunch, games (treasure hunt in the haunted house)

interested?????

still I am not satisfied with the reasons given by the assistant manager
I asked him about the treasure haunt tinggy...since I'm not just afraid in getting in there to find a treasure but the most fear of all is just MAYBE I could get grope by someone because we all know that when we are in the dark things can happen you know and I am not going to be responsible if it happened to one of my customer...its the BIG DEAL for me as a woman I have to bring this up...

DONT U GIRLS AGREE WITH ME?????

this is the problem when I was in the event committee...
I like to expressed how I felt
its not just for me
I'm defending my tribe here (whatever that means)
next week I'll be busy with promoting this event and I will be at Level 8 Havella building giving out flyers...

okay, I need to cool down a bit..
every time it came to Wednesday I had a problem of getting worried about stuff
there's two class on that day
which is Event Management and Academy Reading & Writing
and the students especially from the Academy Class is like their English in 100% slang
I felt as stupid as can be sometimes for example last night class...
miss made us make an essay and the title is
who is a better lover? man or woman?
okay...my English is sooooo simple compared to those students in my class...
their words is so nice and beautiful...
we had to read out loud what we just wrote
very embarrassing....SERIOUSLY!
okay2 I want to forget about it

next Principle of Marketing
got to assignment which is about pricing and product
quiz next thursday (individual) chapter 3 and 4

Food and Beverage Service
maybe next week I'm going to learn how to flame a banana..
that is if there is a Gueridon Trolley which cost like when you buy a Kancil car
expensive...I know
then for the assignment I have to create a creative menu card

p/s: If there is a chance I will update about the last Valentine's day or Chinese New Year that I didn't even bother to celebrate...hahaha

decision now....i can't.....!

sometime I have a problem with myself when it comes to.....

food, stuff,

and even certain things that involves with me making such a decision....

this goes to the time when I had to make the decision on the spot...

really bugs me you know...

weather its just something that doesnt concern me to use the brain at all...

and because I cant make decision on the spot it end up I always get nagged...

most of the time got nagged by my family...

sometime when I couldnt make up my mind I always end up

by asking them to make the decision for me...

sometime the decision is...acceptable...

but sometime...i just couldnt accept the decision and make the decision to...

LIVE WITH IT!!!!!!

owh yeah...I know it sound crap but I somehow figure this stuff is not that important...

except the important stuff that include my personal matters...

that one is secret secret de amor....

hahahaha....im talking crap again..

yup today is the day where I am totally being crazy..

and do you know why...?

thats because I have a hard time with everything that involves around me...

and that concern with making decision...and I can't!

yup thats all for the swollen words which I can't scream it out loud....!

yeah... sign sign

continue later...bye...