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unforgettable moments... 25/9/2009

it happens to be on fRiday...

that morning...

me,my eldest sister and her husband and not to forget feshnie.....thanks 4 anticipate on coming with us although she is very busy with her assignment...

drove to Jitra and send Najmie at mieRa's house...

then we went to Alor Setar...

first stop: Giant...

bought groceries because my brother in law plan on having BBQ tonight...

and so...

here is the list of things we brought which cost around RM 68.++....

sawi...

fish...

certain amount of sardine..

carrots...

butter...

if im not mistaken we bought thai sos...?

and brown sos...

prawns...

there some items that aren't there...so we had to go to tesco...

so the next stop is the Tesco...

the place is huge...

not suitable for me to walk cause of my so called high heels....

so while searching for the items feshnie and I separated with Abg Hafiz..

which we totally start panicking..(well not that much but we had to find him first)

so the mission on searching for him took about 15 minutes maybe..?

and finally....we found him...at the meat section..

after we told him that we search for him everywhere...

he asked us..."why didn't u call me?"

i was dumbfounded by that..

we did call.....but we call Kak Ijah who happen to be in the car because she had a headache..

hahhaha...

what a joke...?

there....we bought meats....

tomato puree...

bunjut sup

and thats all i guess

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carry on~

the last thing mum ask us to buy is 'Arang'

well...maybe we bought it on our way home..

shopping for groceries today isn't fun at all because due to the short time we had to spend

so that we could be home on time to send mum to work at 3 pm...

wow....went out around 11 am..!

first stop at changlun had to go to the bank

second is to send najmie at miera's house

third had to shop for stuff

and last is be home on time...

before we went to the car, we stop by at Big Apple Donut's Coffee...

we bought about 12 kinds of donuts...

feshnie pay for it...yay!

hurry to the car and drove to Jitra to get the chicken...

and went home....

on the way i stop by at the shop and buy arang....

and rushed back home just in time to send mum to work..

its a good thing her office is very near to our house...

she had class at 3 to 5 pm...

it is suppose to be at 6 but my mum wants to come home early so that she could

help us prepare the foods..

najmie brought home her friends....

they had some of the kuih raya at the living room...

couldn't entertain them because i happen to help around the house so i only make the water

Raibina lor....baru ade kelassss!

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mum invite our German Neighbor's and her master student to join us with BBQ....

if u want to see the pictures u can just read it on Najmie's blog...

http://knajmie.blogspot.com/

the food is deeeee...licious...

and i could see that our guest had a great time coming over at our place...

they were friendly..

our BBQ hour end at 12 o'clock when Cinderella turn back being her self...

what am i saying...?(&*(*(%^

and so...

thats all i could share with all of you...

happy Eid Mubarrak..

happy always...

and good night..

sweet dreams...

my mental disable...???? owh no!

my mood right now is like my head is spinning...

it happen every time i wake up in a fright or maybe i'm shocked...

and when that happen i have to be careful because it will lead me a terrible situation where my whole body felt so aching....

but what to do it happens all the time..

ignoring it would be better...

as now i'm back home...

and now preparing myself to further my studies....

yeah...i have to quit saying that cause i'm not yet that close on going there yet...

so leave it all to me...

so since im back home and having my great life after this with surfing the internet...

i mustn't forgot about my real task i have to fulfilled....

and that is...

read more books...

practice the long-lost-lesson...

as i am about to take the hotel management course

which there is 8 semester for 3 years that i'll be sweating like crazy most of the time

because i rarely forgot what i have learnt...

its been a while now since i have my last part time job being a waitress

or part time working at the kitchen....at hotel of course..

i don't think i remember a lot but i have to practice again and again just to get back my skills doh

so now im seriously want to force myself to look more flexible as i am back then

to have the impression of a happy girl who likes her thingging..

of what she's best at...

and so..

i was thinking and do a lot of thinking...

i donno why my sister is here...

and she has her face on my cheeck.

eeeuw...~!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

and she keep on saying..intan....intan...

and almost makes me yell my voice out

because she tickled me...from the back...

alhamdulillah...i distract her by asking her to go and get najmie...

and now she's dragging me to see our heights..and donno why...

okay i could not think since my sister khadijah open the tv....

and i cannot focus on writhing anymore since they both are watching "i'm not single"

and i want to go and watch it..

to be continue.....i hope

memories aku di hari raye...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....

selamat hari raya aidil fitri

maaf zahir dan batin

buat semua para pembaca blog aku especially my follower lah...

jika ada salah silap harap dimaafi...

aku juga insan biasa yang sering kali membuat silap...

haaa...amacam raya korang taun nie..?

happening x cam taun2 sebelum nie..?

tobat gempaq gila pa...

almaklumlah raye setaun sekali...

masa tue semua adik beradik ngan saudara mara berkumpul bersama...

teringat aku masa aku beraya kat kampung belah arwah ayah aku dulu...Sri Medan kat Johor

happening la...

memandangkan family aku yang paling jauh dari kedah...so kami balik kena la awal sket

masa malam raya tue...semua mak2 duk sibuk kat dapur....

hat mude2 nie semua duk depan tb...

ingat dak cita tol gate girl....hat amy mastura berlakon keja kat tol tue...

malam tue lepas tengok cite, yang mude2 nie (pompuan + lelaki kecik2)

buh inai kat jari...yang rajin bubuh inai nie kak lin....

memang da jadi kewajipan la buh inai tuk raya nie...

sebab kami semua kira buaih...(buas) semasa tido...

jadi kak lin pown balut lah inai dengan plastik diikat dengan tali rapia setiap jari tue...

pastue pakat bertebaran lah depan tb...sampai lena....masuk bilik...

besok pagi sebelum subuh buka plastik tengok2 jari...

merah tuuuuu!

seronok sangat kami budak2 nie....(waktu dulu)

di pagi raya...

selepas semayang raya...semua saudara mara berkumpul di rumah...

dan susun atur dari tua hingga yang muda untuk bersalam-salaman memohon maaf sesama lain

semasa bermaaf-maafan aku tengok air mata mengalir....

terutama sekali tok...yer la bukan setiap arie dapat bermaafan begini...

ruang tamu padat dengan saudara mara....

aku tunggu giliran untuk meminta maaf dengan semua....

mungkin masa tue aku agak kebudakan sket jadi aku minta maaf cara yang agak biasa ja...

selepas itu sesi bergambar....

dimulakan dengan tok dan anak-anaknya...

lepas tue baru bergambar mengikut keluarga plak...

ade yang memakai baju sedondon satu keluarga....comel jer aku tengok...

masa tue terasa di tempatku x sama raya seperti ini....

lepas itu semua bersama2 menziarahi kubur.....

kubur tokwan...

setelah pulang ke rumah menjamu selera beramai-ramai

da settle makan tue..kelihatan sedare mare tengah bincangkan nak pergi beraya di mana

susun atur rumah.....banyak la jugak rumah yang pi tue...

the best thing is...

kami budak2 nie xkenai langsung pown tuan rumah(almaklumlah beraye di johor)

yang bercakap dengan tuan umah tue hanya golongan ibu2 dan bapa2 saje...

as kami yang kids nie...

sampai aje masuk salam semua orang dalam rumah tue pastu duduk keliling meja yang penuh dengan kuih muih dan yang pentiing......Air!

berbeza dengan ape yang aku gi beraye kat kedah dengan johor nie....

sebab kat kedah aku tengok kuih muih,ketupat kiranya macam makanan yang perlu kita bersusah juga la tuk siapkan...

tp kat johor nie....

dihidangkan dalam bekas2 kuih tue macam2 aneka kerepek.....coklat...kacang2...

bukan macam kat kedah x ade cuma nak kata jur kebanyakkan umah yang kami pi tue....

memang hidang serba serbi yang gitu...

kiranya x perlu payah2...

just make it simple...

walaupun simple....n sempoi....

rumah sentiasa dikunjungi orang...

and sekali orang macam sedare aku datang beramai2....

kalau nak kasik duit raye ade la kat 20 sampul duit raye cam tue nak kena kasikan..

pastue ade bermacam2 aneka minuman yang diletakkan (bergas)

asal nak minum tuang jur....

kelainannya lagi....

raye ke dua selalunya akan ada marhaban berkumpulan (kaum lelaki)

yang akan datang dan marhaban di rumah kita....

kita hendaklah menyediakan apa2 jua jenis makanan untuk dijamu kepada mereka..

dan setelah selesai marhaban dan menjamu selera...

mereka akan bergerak pula ke rumah yang seterusnya...

keesokkan harinya pula....

ialah giliran bagi kaum wanita untuk marhaban....

begitu lah tradisi yang berlaku di johor....

memang amat menyeronokkan....

jika dikenang balik...

x sama da raye kali ini buat diri aku...

takat pakai baju raye....bersalam salaman dengan sedare mare mohon ampun dan maaf

gi beraye takat hari ke tige...and then da x rase rayenyer....

itu la serbe sedikit pengalaman rayeku di johor....

oleh itu dengan kesempatan yang ade nie

saya....iNtaN....ingin......

memohon aMpuN dan Maaf di atas segala silap yang pernah dilakukan samada secara terang

mahupun tersembunyi....

dan moga raya ini memberi seribu makna buat semua yang menyambut aidilfitri...

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SELAMAT ARIE RAYEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

selamat arie rayeeee...

i could not believe my ears...

i could not believe my ears about what i have just heard...

i try to believe it but my thought did not seem to make it as a big news...

i want to believe it but i just couldn't...

the news that was told by my cousin was so unpredictable and it shocked me a lot....

i was totally numbed....

i didn't know what to do besides burst into tears....

my feelings were mixed up with the presents of the news...

my cousin tried to calm me down but he understand how i felt so he left me alone

because he knows things isn't going to be better eventhough i stop crying....

he knows that I might hurt myself if I am sad or feeling down about myself...

he slowly walked into the kitchen and pour a hot chocolate coffee

which were one of my favourate drink when i'm sad....

he placed it in front of me and gives me a simple smile...

i could see from the look from his face,he tried to cheer me up...

i am so tired from sitting down and cry all day,

i was thinking what i am going to do with my life...

the news seems to change my life so much that I did not realize that all the people around me

were staring at me in a sad faces...

maybe for them I am a strong girl but as for me, i felt like dying...

i remember what me uncle had told me that morning..

lisya, I hope you can have a good life eventhough you lost him, he said in a soft tone..

what does he take me for? i'm not a robot, i am a human being, i have feelings...

i am not a baby, i know the word 'past away' angry little sound in me saying it..

the feelings that i had at that moment was something i never wanted

it is full of sadness

i was speechless yet sobbing my tears out..

i didn't know what to do...

i ran outside and and on the streets...

the gloring of the sun rose upon me, showing its sunlight which burn my face a little..

i couldn't care less what happen to me

i kept on running till i fall down on my feet...

i rested for a couple of minutes then when all of my strenght came back

i once again on my feet and ready to make my way of the road not knowing where to go...

all my mind could think of at that time is i'm not ready to go home and face the reality of life...

to be continue...

so awesome people....

what do u think will happen to her after this...??

feel free to comment it as your own opinion of whats coming up next..

so good nite..!

work myself out...!

its my second post for today...

and sort of my last post for two weeks...

because tomorrow i will be returning to Jitra

and stay there for the past two weeks to work with my cousins...

selling stuff at the Bazarr Ramadhan....

there will be two places..

one is at Yawata...infront of uncle john kopitiam...

the second one is around C-Mart area...

there will be various of vase...

13 types of oils in a botol...

and fireworks....from some to big once..?

i donno...didnt see it yet..

but dont worry cause my cousin already got the permit to sell those kind of stuff

and so well..

i try packing my stuff...

and make some noise since i'm going back tomorrow..

but totally people are ignoring me....

sob sob...

anyway..

i shall miss writing stuff in my blog for the pass two weeks...

but i shall tell you all the great and awesome time i had working there...

and insyaallah...

i'll upload pictures of me there everyday..

but that is if i had the time...

i wish that there will be nice neighbour at the place where i work....

since my old neighbours from last year Ramadhan....

couldnt make it...

because they have another plan...

but i still welcome them to come and buy my products

sure miss them...

so i need to get my self ready for tomorrow...

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so i heard quite a lot stuff happen at my ex company where use to work...

its been tough for them but i pray that everything will

be fine and they are still working as a team

i shall miss u guys a lot...

if u are reading this post...

i just wanted to tell u guys how proud i am of u guys..

keep up the good wok...

i know all this while has been tough for u all

but think of it as something positive okay...

remember unity is our success....!

gud nyte....!

nak kata atau x? adus2 bengong pala nie..

hai hai hai...

wat pembaca di luar sane amacam pose korang ey?

huhuh...pejam celik pejam celik dah dekat tengah bulan kita berpuasa...

selamat berpuasa noh...!

pastue ramai gak kengkawan aku mula duk sebut2 pasal kad raye...

ek eleh...mengharap aku jur bagi diorang kad raye abis tue kat aku xde keee?

pa pe je lah korang nie asalkan bahagia...

tengok lah lagu mane aku cube antorkan kad raye tuk korang..insyaallah...

aktiviti arie nie...

pagi tadi pkul 5.02 kot aku bangun tido...

dengan mamunnya aku berjalan menuju ke bilik air...

pas bangun pagi mesti la gosok gigi kan..

aku pown gosok la gigiku....menggunakan ubat gigi tanpe florida....jenama dia mukmin...

kala ijau noh...

lepas tue aku pi kat meja makan..

oleh sebab si najmie tue stay up duk study tuk exam dia arie nie so dia la yang set up meja

aku pown dudukla atas kerusi..

adus! sakitnye...almaklumle ade macam bisul skit dekat ' ' aku.....

ehem2...sensert skit lorh...

aku pown mula membaca doa makan...and aku sepedek lah...

pas makan masuk ja waktu solat subuh aku pown solat berjemaah dengan family aku...

pastue aku tidoooooo...

xlama mana pown dapat tido...

ade kat setengah jam?

pastue najmie bising2 suh bangun g antar dia lak gi dewan mas dia ada exam...

dengan mamun and separuh sedar aku pown bangun n siap2 pakai tudung...

ley plak tudung jadi kan masa tue..hurm

pastue perangat la enjin kete kesayangan mak aku....toyota wish

agak 8 minit tunggu..aku hon keta tande aku dan bosan tunggu...

tibe2..aku dapat call...tipon aku bunyi...

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nega mi coso con da mi coso~.....

lagu tajuk am I crazy..dinyanyikan oleh Son Dam Bi feat Eric...(korea)

aku pown tekan butang ijau...

aku: helo...

umi:helo intan...masuk dulu lah kerun nak study sikit ja lagi...

aku: emmm...

aku pown matikan enjin keta..

dengan malasnya aku buka pintu umah n menuju ke kamar tido

aku pown menghempaskan badanku ke katil yang empuk itu...

"wah....seronoknya dapat tido balik...!",bisik hatiku yang penuh keriangan..

dengan bahagianya aku mule mengeliat sekuat hati...

xtaw nak kata macam mana untuk mengambarkan perasaan itu..

seperti seketika di mana segala masalah,

segala kesedihan dan ketensionan luruh jap dari kepalaku ini...!

aku pown menutup mata untuk tidorkan diriku...

tibe2...intan,cepat...!

anis da nak sampai dah.......!

teriak najmie yang banyak songeh itu....mianhe!...

aku sekali lagi mule rase kepala berat2.....mamun sedikit...blur la jugak..

bangun dan menuju ke luar rumah dan masuk ke dalam kereta...

aku membelek2 ansetku kerana rasa seperti ade mesej..

namun aku endahkan aje...

aku pown menghidupkan enjin kereta dan lepaskan brek kaki..

n aku seperti blur kerana mencari2 di manakah tempat gear...

itu la mamun sangat kan..

najmie sekadar ketawa melihat telatahku itu..

selesai sudah aku menghantarnya ke dewan aku pown pulang...

ingat nak sambung saja tido....lepas tue ku teringat laundry aku banyak..

besok nak balik jitra dah...

so aku pown basuh muka sekali lagi tuk bagi ku benar2 terjaga..

sudah pown ku buat laundry,

aku terus ke kamar mandi..

mandi lah aku dengan gumbiranya...

pastue aku siap2 berpakaian cantek2 aku terus bergegas ke bank bersama umiku...

bukan nak kuarkan duet taw...

nak tukar kad baru...kad aku da rosak...kadang2 ley baca.kadang2 pula sebaliknya

sudah buat kad yang ,mengambil masa sat saja...

aku pown mencuba kad baru...

dan semuanya ok...aku mula cek baki..

hurm...baki:RM 13.00 berape sen tah...

xmasuk lagi gaji bulan nie..

sob..sob...

kemudian kami ke dewan mas mengambil najmie dan terus ke changloon

sampai saja di situ umiku ade urusan sedikit dengan bank kemudian kami ke kedai2

berhampiran dengan C-Mart...

untuk mencari kasut sport untuk aku...

aku beli 2 pasang...

nanti insyaallah aku akan menguploadkan di sini...

lepas itu kami ke C-mart dan mula membeli barang2 dapur...

aku minta sangat agar mase berbuka ini dapat aku makan spagetti yang umiku buat...

sedapppp!

so demi mengikut kemahuan mengadaku ini...umi turut saja...

u're the best mom!

lepas itu terus pulang...

p/s: aku dengan najmie terjumpa kuih tart nenas and kami pujuk2 umi tuk beli...

kalau sedap akan beli lagi..yay!

ade 50 bijik cost RM 25.00....dibuat kat pendang...

wuhuu~

okay itu saja setakat ini....

daaa.!

selamat berpuasa buat semua...!

muuuuuuahhX!

p.p.s:jangan marah sebab tajuk kat entri nie x da berkaitan langsung dengan entri nie

jangan marah nanti cepat tue.....

senyumlah senyumlah ahai cek mek molek!

feshnie's coming home

happy lee teuk..~

if i'm not mistaken....

feshnie is coming back home today...

after class of course...

i'm so happy

that all i've got to say..

apa masalahnya?

otakku jem!

selamat petang buwat semua pembaca yang berhati mulia macam anda...

yang sudi membaca en-3 saya yang makin hari makin bohsan nie...

sebenarnya saya pown bohsan dan kehabisan idea untuk cerita kepada anda...

kadang2 masa duk tulis tue rasa macam ada saja idea yang kluar..

tup2 x sampai 2 saat boleh hilang!

sakitnya lutut!

xkan kot ade short term memory lost..memang dak a...

ka kes sebab aku nie rajin gak makan magie berapi yang jenama thai tue..

membuatkan sel2 dalam otakku menjadi behgong dan makin xboleh diperah2..

walaupun ku perahnya mcm kain tudung yang aku basuh selalu..

bukan apa...nanti dibeleter oleh umiku sebab masukkan

tudung yang ada batu manjalara tue dalam mesin basuh...

ku tetap xdapat idea yang serba bernas...

haaa....tue la pasai lama sangat x belajar....

pkiq pa pown xtaw...

apakah anda rasa apa yang saya rasa?

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topik seterusnya..

apa masalahnya???

saya nie ley dikatakan la rajin jugak lah on9...

saya akan masuk kat myspace dulu...

lepas sign in tue..

mula tengok lah kat bawah pic tue...

1. mesej

2.komen

3.friend request

4.application mende tah...

selalunya lah...

kadang2 komen ade yang komen mcm...

selamat pagi...

puasa x?

salam perkenalan dari sy...xmau combonk2 taw...!

ai intan...awk tomeyla...mesti da bepnya kan?

ai akak comel...da berpunya ker?

ai intan...ape khabar..? nape menyepi? kuar dengan kekasih ya?

mcm2 la lagi...

pastue mesej lak...

kebanyakkan nak berkenalan tetapi kata lagu nie...

'sebenarnya sy berminat pada awk dan nak mengenali awk dengan lebih mendalam

tetapi firasat saya kuat menyatakan awk sudah berpunya...

oleh itu apakan daya saya lagi...

sekadar mendoakan awak akan bahagia bersama kekasih hati"..

mende????

ade gak yang wat ayat pasrah kat saya bunyi dia lagu nie...

"syahdunya waktu malam, disinari bulan purnama dipagar bintang bergemerlapan,

tapi hatiku sunyi sepi tiada teman untuk berbicara,

apalah dayaku ini..."

dimanakah letaknya kerinduan yg begitu mendalam?

sunyi sepi ibarat laut tidak berketepian,

hanya terdampar ditengah lautan api yg penuh kesengsaraan...

tudia aih...ada jugak lagu nie kan...

so sekarang saya nak le katakan di sini...dengan tegasnya...

saya nie single lah...!

tolong jangan duk cakap yang bukan2 pasal saya...

apa masalahnya saya x da teman lelaki?

apa masalahnya jika saya maintain single ja?

salah ka?

pelik ka?

tolong la sket...xpayah la nak berpuitis2 n cakap yang bukan2...

i like being single...

i like being me...terima lah...!

end..

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seperti yang anda semua ketahui..

saya sudah pown berhenti kerja...

sebab dalam proses nak sambung belajar..

seronok sangat sebenarnya dan dah x sabar nak pi...

menunggu ja masa itu...

jadi sekarang sementara nak tunggu nie..

saya duk di rumah...tapi fikiran tetibe lak teringat kat tempat keje..

sebab da biasa pi keje kot...?

kerinduan pulak usikkan rakan sekerja..

hahahaha...

walaupun duduk di rumah bagi sesetengah orang tue duk saja membosankan tul x?

tapi bagi saya...saya gunakan masa ini untuk mempelajari sesuatu yang baru..

sebagai persediaan kan...

jadi tuk mulakan bagi kos saya dalam tue ade tulis foreign language..

so saya ingat nak amik spanish...

sebab saya ske this language...

rajin gak duk tengok citer2 kat tb..

tp yang membuatkan saya da makin kurang tengok tue..

because dia punye pelakon perempuan agak keseksian yang teramat...

demi menjaga mataku ini..

jadi saya pown stop tengok...

and satu lagi sebab kos cerita sekarang x berapa best cam citer mase saya time skolah tue...

cerita best skali..

mis-tres-hermanas..

ingat lagi x?

hehehehhe...

best sgt cita tue...

tadi saya baru belajar sket jer..

kalau anda mahu belajar....sila ke www.studyspanish.com okay?

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berbuka di Jitra ke?

asalnya kami sekeluarga sepatutnya lah berbuka puasa di Jitra besok..

tapi sebab najmie ada mende tah besok so umi pown tukar jadual..

pas umi hbs mengajar n najmie habis kelas dia pkul 6.30...

saya n yang len g amek n trus bertolak balik jitra...

rasanya by this time mungkin da inform kat kak long suh beli ape yang patot kan...

hurm...dapat jugak lah feshnie tengok Q.a...

sekarang da besar pown....da 8 bulan...

dia da bole duduk...ada gigi lak tue...

makin kiut jur....

xtaw la japg cam ne...

semua duduk keliling dia kalau saya jadi dia rimas lah..

mau x rimas...sat mak long dia amik,sat gi lak mak teh dia, saya,

mak chik dia, mak su dia n tok su dia...

da la tue...pakat geram rasa mcm nak cubit2 ja pipi dia...

apa lagi kak ijah, x paham2 ker..?

hahahhahah

naseb kes duk puasa lagi...confirm pas bukak ja posa pakat semua cium2 dia n ronye2 dia...

itu la akan terjadi jika anda adalah seorang bayi yang comel..

Mak ngah love U....!

ok..setakat itu saja entri saya yang pendek serta ringkas ini...

akan mengepost entri terbaru...

tp coming soon lah...

apabila hari sudah malam...

dan hari hujan...

ketika ternampak pelangi

dan ketika udara begitu nyaman dan segar itu...

ketika itulah ilhamku akan datang berjela2 k...

ucapan saya agar anda sihat dan gembira di samping insan tersayang...

moga bulan ramadhan ini memberi seribu makna...

dan juga jangan la menta kedarah makanan dengan banyak...

nanti nak solat pas sujud n nak bangun tue x boleh2 lak...

mau x nye...perut da penuh...(full tank la katakan)

ok daaa...~