hope for the best

mood: crying inside

blaming...

i have to blame myself for it
i couldn't help it
it felt so simple
how could u missed it?

by returning it
i felt guilty inside
not knowing the result
but yet I've tried
but wait a minute...
isn't it...??
yeah,yes it is...!
auuuuwh man, I shouldn't let u go!!!

what have i done...?

i felt guilty inside...
again and again....
i felt like I'm losing hope by giving u away....
I've done wrong....
owh, my essay paper...!!!!

how could i not know that u are a 10% marks for my final exam this semester..?

if i knew it earlier...
this could not have happen to you...
i thought it is just an ordinary English essay about myself..
if i knew it earlier...
I've could make the best essay ever..
but it is too late to do so...
i can only hope for the best...
sob..sob..

p/s: i could not sleep well thinking about it nor have the appetite to eat my breakfast...i felt ashamed of myself